Sunday, 27 January 2013

Chapter 3: The Conversation

Author's Note:
Well, here we are again. It seems that there is a niche for Sherene fanfics, and as people seem to like this fic, I am back with another chapter. I'm so glad and flattered that y’all like my work. And sorry for the late chapter. Enjoy!  


I sighed, and collapsed into my chair, laying the harpoon back against this table. John made a beeline to my room, where Irene was sleeping.

“Where, exactly, are you going?”

John stopped.

“You know where I’m going. I’m going to wake Irene up.”

“No, you’re not.” I closed my eyes and placed my hands under my chin, fingertips together.

“Why not?” John sounded slightly annoyed.

“Because she’s already up.” At that, Irene herself waltzed into the room. I opened one eye a slit, and felt my heart skip a beat.

“Hello, boys. Your bath is pititfully small, but your bed is quite nice, Sherlock.”

“Speaking of Sherlock, I think that he has something to say to you.”  John’s voice sounded like he was suppressing a smile, and I made a mental note to re-introduce my harpoon to him later.

I opened my eyes.

“Yes, I do. What, exactly, Ms. Adler, are you doing in my home? It was very comfortable, before you got here.” Which was true, but not in the way that I meant for it to sound like.

John sighed, and buried his face in his hands. Did he really expect me to get on my knees and pour my heart out to her? This was going to take time and serious planning. 

“One would almost think you didn’t want me here, Sherlock.” Her hurt tone made my heart beat painfully fast. This was disgusting. I allow myself to fall into this ‘trap’, fine, I’ve accepted that, but now I let the ‘trapper’ play me like a violin?

“Well of course I don’t want you here. You’ve just broken into my flat, used my bath, and fallen asleep in my bed.”

“I’m sorry, if an apology is what you’re looking for.”

“I’m not looking for an apology, Ms. Adler. I’m looking for you to leave.”

“If that’s what you want… Mr. Holmes.” 

She walked out, slamming the door as she went. I watched her go with an odd satisfaction, yet wanting her back at the same time. So this was emotion. It was terrible, but sweet all at once. Sometimes one came out strong, sometimes the other.

“Sherlock, what were you thinking?”

“What do you mean, John?”

“Exactly what I just said. What. Were. You. Thinking? If you want someone you love to love you back, you don’t act like a complete and total bastard! Anyone who had listened to that conversation would never have thought, in their wildest dreams, that you loved Irene!”

“Good. Just what I was looking for.”

“I THOUGHT YOU WANTED HER TO LOVE YOU!”  What was John getting all worked up about?

“Calm down. I can’t change my attitude towards her too suddenly, or else she’ll think that all I wanted was to use her for something.”

“You never thought about it that way when you want body parts from Molly.”

“Yes, but she’s Molly. She doesn’t care. All she wants is attention from me, false or real.”

“Sherlock, it doesn’t matter. Give her some real attention. Get to know her.”

“Why should I? The only woman I care about is Irene.”

“Irene wouldn’t want to date a bastard.”

“She’s a bastard.”

“I thought you loved her.”

“I love her for her bastard-ness.”

“It doesn’t matter. Irene will like you better if you treat everybody else like they were human beings, not ants under your boots.”

“But they are! I’m so far ahead of them!”

“It. Doesn’t. Matter.”

I sighed. I could, grudgingly, see that John had a point.

“Even Anderson?”

John smiled.

“Fine, everyone except Anderson. Can’t expect too much from you at one time, I guess.”

“I can handle anything! You can never expect too much from me!”

“So you’ll be nice to Anderson?”

“… Everything except being nice to Anderson. Anderson is an exception from everything.”

“Even life?”

“You know what I mean, John.”

I could handle anything, but this was a huge project. Being nice to people, even when they were idiots, or when they were idiots, or when they… Well, being nice to people when they were so far below me? How could I handle it? But all of a sudden the thought hit me. I would do anything for Irene, even this. Anything for my love.

Author's Note:
A dialogue-driven chapter. What do you guys think? Even though Molly is mentioned, this will not be a Sherolly fic. Expect one from me later, after this is done.  :P If you want another, fill out the box beneath this message. You know the one. 
Peace, Love, and Baby Ducks,
Wendy Kl/vivagreen